"I'm a crack addict and a whore, and I hate my life." These words came from my friend Angela's mouth today. Last night at our prayer meeting we cried out for Angela for a good bit of time. Identity, release of bondage, redemption, were a few of the words that continued to come up. I went to bed last night broken, for I spent time with the Lord throughout the day just crying; crying out for Angela and for others. And again, we interceded for her at the meeting as well.
This morning I woke up and went to my car. As I glanced to the left I saw Angela. I was headed to the post office, so I said a quick prayer; "God if you want me to speak to her, then keep her on that corner." As I drove back quite honestly I was a little hesitant to see what the Lord was going to do. Before I knew it Angela was crossing right in front of my car. I yelled out the window to her. She came right up to my window, extremely frustrated. "I'm hungry, I'm thirsty, and I have no money, please give me five dollars." I could tell the desperation in her voice. I tried to calm her down. "Please, she begged." In my experience with people off the street, I have never given money to an individual. I felt this situation called for a different action. "Just give me a ride to my "house." I finally got Angela to calm down while praying under my breath for her as we spoke. "Angela, Jesus loves you, I continued to say over and over again." Angela at this point really opened up to me. She spoke about different things. "Angela God has a plan for you." She said I was a "really nice person, because I always spoke to her."
Right before I dropped her off, I asked her, "Angela I saw you on the corner the last two nights, is everything ok?" As I said before, she went on to say, "no, I'm a crack addict and I'm a whore, and I hate my life." I told Angela I was praying for her, I told her she's more valuable than being a whore. She closed the door.
A couple hours later, while walking down the street, I saw Angela get into a car with a guy by her corner.
Later in the evening I saw Angela again standing on the corner. I couldn't resist going and talking to her. My friend Joey and I walked over to talk to Angela. I said, "Angela do you want help with your crack addiction and your prostitution?" To make a long story short, she basically said "yes." She said "yes." I continued to reiterate to her that God is bigger than the addiction, He is bigger than the prostitution. I told her I pray that she finds her identity and hope in Christ; and that I would help her. "Angela, I'm not going to pressure you with this crack stuff." She said, "Yes, you need to, because I have a problem, and I like crack."
Six months ago I did not know Angela. It has been a tough pursuit in getting Angela to talk to me. I feel the trust has been built. Now, I find myself at the foot of the cross crying out for her. I am trusting for God to orchestrate a miracle; because that is what it is, a miracle. Our God has the power to do just that. So I come to you right now, asking that you join me in praying for Angela and her life.
. . . Trusting in our Lord to transform the life of a crack addict, whore; who will soon find her identity as a child of the Most High God.
Love Deeply.
OMG, STEPH!! THIS IS AWESOME!! I'M REALLY GLAD THAT GOD HAS GIVEN HER THE DESIRE TO START TO OPEN UP TO YOU. STAY ENCOURAGED. LOVE YA GIRL. {I SAID IT WRITE THAT DOWN SOME WHERE)
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